Blackout Girl
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Jennifer Storm tells her heart-wrenching and drama filled story in Blackout Girl, a story about growing up and drying out in America. This book is great for anyone 18 years and older!

Jennifer Storm’s life changed when she was only 12 years old. After getting drunk for the first time and then being sexually assaulted she found herself unable to deal with anything anymore. Her family looked at her differently and she blamed only herself, because no one ever told her it wasn’t her fault. This one event led Jennifer down a dark road filled with drugs, alcohol, and meaningless relationships.

As Jennifer got older, alcohol was unable to numb the pain that she felt and so she turned to drugs in order to fill the dark void inside her. Surrounded by brothers who were bullies at times and bad influences at others, a mother who was verbally and emotionally hurtful to her, and a father who just didn’t want to see what was in front of him, she had no one to turn to. She eventually turned to crack and moved out on her own, having worn out her welcome everywhere else.
Dealing with her parents divorce, an abortion, and then her mothers death from breast cancer, Jennifer faced moments of sobriety but only ended up plunging deeper into despair. After trying to commit suicide, she woke up in a hospital bed and that was the moment everything changed. After she was cleared for release from the hospital, she checked herself into rehab and after that, into a sober living home. She managed to overcome her addictions and make something of her life by helping others deal with difficulty and pain.

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  1. An early childhood memory is helping my mother sterilize baby bottles on the stove, for my younger siblings.

  2. A great memory is Christmas in Germany as a child, with real candles on the tree.

  3. I used to walk to a pool in a park about a mile away, with my younger brother and sister, Saturdays. That was a real treat.

  4. I played a lot of basketball from abot age ten on up.

  5. One awful but funny thing was when my brother stepped on a rake. He was running in the yard and the rake had fallen, hidden in the grass, prongs up. Not only did he puncture his foot when he stepped on the prongs, but the rake handle came up and hit him in the head, knocking him down!

  6. Once my brothers and me broke into the school gym to play basketball. The police called our parents, who were mad that we weren’t allowed to play.

  7. My father was a pilot and would be gone weeks at a time. But when he got home watch out.

  8. My father worked late almost every weeknights, plus some Saturdays. When I was young my Mom got the car one day a week only.

  9. My mother used to take me on a day trip to New York City and we went in the art museums, that was great.

  10. My father had a Ford 1929 Model A that he would tinker with every weekend and then take us for a drive. This was in the 60s so the car was almost 40 years old. He bought it for $100 and sold it for $100.

  11. One time my father had a dent in the bumper, and wanted to straighten it out, so he tied the bumper to a fire hydrant in front of our house–the neighbors teased us forever that he was trying to pull out the fire hydrant!

  12. I was the eldest of five kids so my childhood car memories are not that great!

  13. I owned a motorcycle briefly. I wanted to ride it to high school instead of walking the two miles. I got no cooperation to learn to ride and then my father made me sell it.

  14. It was great to transfer from Jesuit prep school to regular high school.

  15. I had to go to summer school to get to high school, that was no picnic.

  16. Susan P. wrote:
    May 17th, 2008 at 7:32 pm

    With 4 kids in our family we always had enough for Monopoly, Clue, card games and football in the back yard.

  17. We were 4 boys, 1 girl. The boys played all sports except football, football was not allowed because of the risk of serious injury.

  18. Chanelle wrote:
    May 18th, 2008 at 7:25 am

    Opening the Christmas stockings is my favorite.

  19. With five kids, we never had a board game long before the pieces/cards were lost or chewed up. We tried to keep playing cards and games on high shelves, but since we were always watching toddlers when we played, damage was inevitable.

  20. Susan P. wrote:
    May 18th, 2008 at 9:36 pm

    I was always the referee between my brothers and usually ended up fighting with one of them trying to break up a fight.

  21. I was the eldest, so I was held responsible for everything. Supposedly I could have stopped or prevented whatever four other kids did.

  22. My dad made us do yard work which usually was pulling weeds for my sister and I. Of course, we didn’t work very fast.

  23. When I was about five I had a toy car big enough to ride in. I was king of the sidewalk.

  24. Susan P. wrote:
    May 20th, 2008 at 9:10 pm

    We lived in Pennsylvania when I was little and in the winter we made igloos, tunnels and snowmen with the 4 kids from the family next door.

  25. One Christmas when I was ten, my Dad gave me a couple bucks to buy a toy for my five-year-old retarded and autistic brother. He loved to watch cars on our street, so I found a model car that had doors that would open and rubber tires–well made for its day, about 8″ long. He lit up when he opened it, and ALWAYS had it with him for over a year. That is a great memory.

  26. Susan P. wrote:
    May 21st, 2008 at 8:54 pm

    I had a tobogganing party for my 8th birthday in February. My dad borrowed a toboggan from a friend and my girlfriends and I sat back to back with my dad in the back. We flew down the hill and it was so much fun!

  27. When I was 5 and lived in Connecticut, it snowed so deep we couldn’t open the front door and had to go out a window!

  28. Susan P. wrote:
    May 22nd, 2008 at 8:47 pm

    We had a section of land behind our property that was woods and it used to have an amusement park there in the early 1900s. We used to play in the woods building tree forts and climbing trees. Some of the remnants of the amusement park were still there - a long wall, a blocked off well, a road going into the woods and we even found china trinkets buried in the dirt.

  29. When I was five my Mom made me a snow fort in the apartment yard. When the snow started to melt, it seemed not affected. Then I saw a seven-year-old neighbor girl walk through the fort, crumbling the ceiling! I knocked on her door and demanded to know why! She finally said she was jealous of my fort. I said I wouldn’t have minded if she wanted to be in there, and we went all over the complex trying to find snow (under porches etc) but couldn’t find enough to fix it, and it was completely gone the next day!

  30. When I was about ten we went scuba diving as a family. It was a great vacation even though my sister decided to stay on land.

  31. I used to go over to a friend’s house just to read the encyclopedia her family had.

  32. When my aunt came, she would take us to the beach, so we called her Aunt Beach.

  33. On my fifth birthday, several friends from the apartments, and one out-of-town girl, came over. We had a lolipop hunt in the apartment, then we got cardboard boxes, flattened them, and slid down a hill (repeatedly). The hill was only about 20 feet high, but to a five year old it was pretty big.

  34. Susan P. wrote:
    May 24th, 2008 at 9:18 pm

    We always went to Connecticut to my grandmother’s house for Easter and Thanksgiving. We had an egg hunt on her back and side lawns and the neighbor’s lawns for all the cousins. At Thanksgiving, my uncles would take us to pick out lobsters so 30 of us could have a lobster each.

  35. On one of my birthdays, my father, who was a pilot, flew in lobsters from Maine!

  36. We never ate seafood at home because it was expensive and we were a big family. But when my grandpa came, he would take us to the Black Diamond Oyster Bar and everyone had all the shrimp they could eat.

  37. Susan P. wrote:
    May 25th, 2008 at 9:02 pm

    Art & Erica - if it’s just the three of us, we will probably be the ones winning the three books!

    I remember the first (and only) time I tried skateboarding. My neighbor friend that was a year older and I walked up to the top of a nearby road that had a pretty good slope to it. She made it look easy and of course, I ended up falling and skinning quite a bit of skin off of one thigh. Needless to say, I didn’t try skateboarding again!

  38. We used to dig up the dandelions from our yard (part of our weeding duty) and cook the greens.

  39. We have photos of all the kids in cowboy gear, when we visited a ranch in Texas.
    It’s not even halfway to June 11, so we could have company on this board, but we are certainly ahead.

  40. Hi Susan, Art–enjoy your posts.
    In second grade, I learned to ride a bike–by borrowing one from a boy down the street, every day, and bringing it back with skinned legs, elbows, and knees for weeks. I think I was the only girl in the class who didn’t have a crush on him, and I lived almost next door for years. I really just wanted to bike!

  41. I rode a bike for my paper route.

  42. I roller skated, first on the sidewalk, then at rinks.

  43. Susan P. wrote:
    May 27th, 2008 at 9:03 pm

    I was given a “hand-me-down” bike from a family friend (that was going into college). I called it Two Ton Tessie since it was really big and had shock absorbers between the handlebars and front tires. It was blue with white wall tires and I rode it everywhere.

  44. I went to formal dance lessons in 8th grade. Never used it since.

  45. In 8th grade, I had just broken up with my boyfriend who was in 10th grade, and his best friend asked me to be his date at his huge 16th birthday party. His older sister and her husband didn’t know and judged a dance contest, forty people, with every song they eliminated one boy and one girl. My old boyfriend had a date quickly eliminated and we kept pairing up not with each other but were the final two and had to dance together. Very painful for all concerned.

  46. Susan P. wrote:
    May 28th, 2008 at 9:06 pm

    We had two back yards - our back yard and our back-back yard. The back-back yard was closest to the woods and in the Spring was covered with violets. We’d also find Spring Beauty flowers in the woods.

  47. We lived in New Jersey with lots of woodland nearby.

  48. Susan P. wrote:
    May 29th, 2008 at 2:01 pm

    My mother tells the story of when I was 5 or 6 and I climbed to the top of the willow tree in our back yard and wouldn’t come down. It must have been the part before the branches bent over because it was a weeping willow. I don’t remember but I was always climbing trees. We had a very tall sycamore and you could see really far from the top. The lowest branches were about 8 feet off the ground but if you climbed up the apricot tree and walked out on a branch, you could get up into the sycamore.

  49. In grade school we lived on a corner lot with a street light. We were allowed to play in the yard late in the summer, under the street light. Sometimes we pretended to be horses stranded on an island, and got down on all fours and made up horse names and traits for ourselves.

  50. When I was four and living in Connecticut (very early memory) I was told not to leave the yard, and I went high up a tree and loved sitting in a fork being blown by the wind. When I didn’t answer the supper call and my parents couldn’t find me (I don’t remember hearing the supper call, but I recall people scurrying about below) they had the whole neighborhood looking for me, including checking a well. It started getting dark so I slid down the tree and walked into the living room. When they asked where were you, I just pointed to the tree.

  51. My younger brother John did all the falling out of trees for the whole family. I never broke a bone and rarely had a scrape.

  52. Susan P. wrote:
    May 30th, 2008 at 9:15 pm

    We all ended up getting stitches numerous times but none of ever got a broken bone until we were adults and both my brothers have gotten broken bones after they were 40.

  53. I hope we are not still due for broken bones. None of us got them, though one brother was constantly getting wounds. My worst time was a 1/2″ fence splinter that went through my foot, between toes, I was about nine, and the whole neighborhood gathered to watch me remove it–very painful.

  54. Our whole family took hikes with the Sierra Club.

  55. Susan P. wrote:
    May 31st, 2008 at 9:07 pm

    My little brother and I went on a 5 mile hike one day. We packed a backpack with sandwiches and a thermos of chicken noodle soup. Half way around, we stopped to eat our lunch at a bench on the side of the road. A little dog came over to us and we thought it was so cute so we gave it some soup. It looked hungry. Well, it followed us all the way home. My parents thought we’d better find out who it belonged to so they drove us back and there was a farm right next to where we found it. The dog was a puppy from a litter on the farm and they said we could keep it. I named her Tina and trained her in my 4H dog training class and she was with us for 20 years!

  56. I never had a dog. There were always too many kids to take care of and they were anxious that we wouldn’t take care of it. I have two cats now, but I always play with and pet the neighbor’s dogs.

  57. I used to wake up at 4am rather regularly when I was 10-15 years old. Saturdays, it was not polite to call on neighbors/friends until 9am I was told, so I used to make a 20-mile walk from the suburbs downtown and to the bay and back. It took exactly 5 hours and then I would be able to do activities with others.

  58. Susan P. wrote:
    June 1st, 2008 at 8:17 pm

    One Saturday my friend and I were riding our bikes around the elementary school PE area of asphalt (where we used to do the exercises to the “Chicken Fat” record). It was above a culvert and I rode my bike (Two Ton Tessie) too close to the edge. My tires got stuck in this groove in the asphalt between the road surface and the cement culvert. All of a sudden, I and my bike were toppling over the side into the culvert. I was too surprised to let go and ended up on my back in the sand with the bike above me. I was still holding the handlebars, sitting in the seat and feet on the pedals. My friend rushed over, thinking I was dead and I was just laughing so hard. I was lucky it was sand in the dry culvert and wasn’t hurt at all.

  59. That reminds me of the first time I rode a bike with hand brakes. Some older kids let me ride somebody’s bike with them, and we came to a road with traffic, I started pedaling backward and wasn’t stopping, the oldest guy was next to me and knocked me into a culvert (we both went down) but at least I wasn’t run over.

  60. My worst bike accident was on a rainy day. I was riding down a steep hill with a right turn at the bottom, and when I tried to brake, nothing–the brakes had gotten wet and were out. I figured I would go as left as possible and make a really wide turn, barely keeping on pavement to my right. Then my riding partner stopped exactly where I needed to cut across, on the corner on the right, and started shouting at me I was going too fast! I could either slam him (he didn’t ever budge) or go down, so in avoiding him I skidded 50 yards on my right hip, the right pedal broke off, and I had to ride home ten miles with only one pedal luckily I had toe clips.

  61. Susan P. wrote:
    June 2nd, 2008 at 9:07 pm

    We used to build tree forts in the woods and the girls had one fort and the boys had their own fort. We took boards, hammer and nails and used boards as steps to get up to the first branches. One fort we used a beech tree and the first branches are high off the ground. We had the brilliant idea to make a rope ladder with only a string hanging (tied to a nail) to pull it down. Of course, the boys figured this out and tore up our tree fort. We were so mad at them.

  62. I used to dream of living in a tree house, where I could pull up the ladder at night. I spent a lot of time drawing a 4×6 foot structure and trying to work in a kitchen etc. I planned to sleep in a hammock from corner to corner!

  63. Susan P. wrote:
    June 3rd, 2008 at 9:36 pm

    I went to high school in the Bahamas and one summer my brothers and I took a diving class (diving off a board into a pool, not ocean diving). One day after the lessons, we were goofing around hanging off the 3 meter board and flipping into the water. My hand slipped and I ended up falling and crashing onto the edge of the pool, getting a huge gash across my knee. Luckily, it only required lots of stitches and not repairing anything else like my kneecap or tendons/ligaments. The lifeguard wrapped it in layers and layers of gauze wrap and the nurse at the hospital had a terrible time cutting through all the layers.

  64. Susan P. wrote:
    June 4th, 2008 at 9:04 pm

    When we were little my sister and I would play dress up. My mother had a closet above the stairs that had dresses that she didn’t wear very often and we would try on the dresses and hats. My brothers always wanted to play dress up, too, but we would tell them it was only for girls.

  65. Susan P. wrote:
    June 5th, 2008 at 8:22 pm

    We got our first color TV in 1967 and loved watching Disney’s Wonderful World of Color on Sunday nights. I finally realized that the Wizard of Oz changed from black & white to color during the movie.

  66. Susan P. wrote:
    June 6th, 2008 at 1:36 pm

    In high school, my cooking duties included making the salads (before prewashed/precut greens) and making mashed potatoes. My family loved the way my mashed potatoes came out so I got to make them!

  67. Apparently, some of my posts have disappeared.
    I remember my father walking me to school for the first day of first grade, on a shell path, with cotton fields all around. Now that school would be in the middle of town, except it was torn down for the new post office.

  68. I did live in a tree house, one summer while I worked for a tree nursery. It would have been miserable in the winter!

  69. We used to find wild strawberries in this one field about 1/2 mile from my house. They were small but really sweet and were usually eaten by the time we got home. Our neighbors had a really big mulberry tree and we would have purple stains all over our feet and clothes from picking mulberries.

  70. We have strawberries in our yard now. But growing up in Texas, we had only the cactus “tunas” to get by the roadside, no berries per se.

  71. My mother had about ten meals that she would rotate. Mainly, I set the table.

  72. Susan P. wrote:
    June 8th, 2008 at 9:21 pm

    In the summer in PA, we would eat out back on the picnic table. My mother had these mini umbrella things made out of net to open and put over the food to keep the flies away. Corn on the cob was a favorite summer food.

  73. I remember when my sister got the Beatles White album for her birthday. We only had a record player and a radio for music so it was a big deal. We played it so much that my mom probably hates the album now.

  74. We ate a lot of fresh fruit. summers. like watermelon.

  75. We would set up the card table and do jigsaw puzzles. There was always a puzzle going and everyone would come along and do a few pieces or sit down and do a lot. Some good conversations over puzzles.

  76. It’s hard to find this link any more. I was always reading something. My father liked TV, but my mother read a lot.

  77. I don’t know why my June 4 or 5 posts disappeared. I wrote about injuring my foot, we are going for a book with a girl raped and blacking out from drugs, and other posts discuss injuries, so I don’t get it.
    I probably like reading partly because my father forbade the reading of fiction and tried to keep his kids from TV when I was in grade school. But it was easy to sneak books because he was always working late.

  78. I haven’t heard who won.

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